How funny...redecorated my bedroom in "french kitch" so femme, so fun, so not the old me...and then who should appear? A sweet french chef who also wants to "fix "my coffeeshop by redoing the chairs and tables ...lol...
He wants to know my work schedule so he can come watch the neighborhood and how I work with it??? Perhaps he can take me to lunch at Vincents? Dear me! ...positives...very political, very kind...carpenter who loves to work with his hands...hmm
Here's the cunundrum...suave and sophisticated and as seemingly kind as he is, I keep thinking about "Obama Jay"...desire and attraction are such pixie fuckers, always messing with my heart and head.
JHere's the deal for now; I'm not jumping into anything, So, Obama Jay if you are at all interested, make your move, or let me know that I need to do so...I know i probaly am so not for you, too much older, too loud and opinionated,. I refer back to the desire blog...it's all about the desire thing...Is it , the want, more intense when you don't know if you can "have" it? I think so. God give me passion, common sense, acceptance of reality and ALWAYS!!! PLEASE !!!maintain my humor and potty mouth
Question remains: does this divorcee with the sassy new bedroom just continue to live like a nun and wait for desire's object, or does she let the cheffie in to her life and see how things play out.....cunundrum's suck!!!
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