Listening to Yael Naim"s .Too Long...perfect song for me. I HAVE been wainting FAR TOO long , painting my room with gold...it made me suck in air and think, I have been waiting, frozen in myb home and self, far too long...I DO know who I am now...a complicated, smart, silly, naughty, altruistic, intense funny woman who finally sees that it's time to live, time to reach out and find my physical self SOON.
I have been dormant for far too long. I will not sleep with the young punks who just want a cougar fuck...screw that. I will find a soul mate. Young or old. A soul mate... I will find a sensual, caring partner who is not afraid of the tough broad me...one who wants to dare, to explore and bite life, who sees me as genius and kind, someone to touch, to lie next to and wake up happy with, someone who wants to learn from my old soul along with me and who will love my intellect and spirit. No more sitting and waiting for god knows what...Don't know how I will finnd this but goddamn I will. Promise to myself!
It no longer seems foolish to see myself as sensual. I am. It no longer seems foolish to reach out to a man who will find me interesting and alive. Told by many that my eyes hold stories that are worth sharing. Haven't done that yet but, Frickin Okay world, I'm going to. Here's a toast to the men who will dare to see me for what I am worth. And most of all, tell me so... I am ready.
Slante
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