What a peaceful and crazy week...all at the same time....
Run, wait, dig dirt to create beauty, work, go out with friends, cry cuz Joey ran away...make more lattes, dig more dirt, create more beauty. Talk politics and throw darts with friends for my bday. Judge the Drunken Spelling Bee and hoop in heels while talking naughty and making spellers laugh...Good job Taffi. Thanks for the fun.
WOW...All of that and to still feel and acknowledge a growing peace with in. Amazing how I feel a sweetness to my life now. I love my family and friends more each day. I appreciate more each day what I could possibly lose...my house, my business... that's all up to a judge and a justice system I choose to believe in.
What cannot be lost is family, friendships, my soul and heart. Those are mine. The joy of knowing that they will be enough is maybe what creates this sweet new sense of peace.
My daughters, I hope you understand why I won't let your father in my life right now...Have to finish the cut. Have to draw the clear line in the sand for my own happiness. I have earned it. Have to stand for what I am now,( probably always was but never dared truly be).
" Mary Cassidy" is here to stay. She's a good lady. Full of kindness, fairness and more than a bit of Irish naughtiness. And most of all, she loves you. And finally, herself too...sweet.
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