I have been signed, sealed and finally delivered...so what next?
What do I feel?
Peace, oddly enough, a little fear, but that feels so good at the pit of my stomach...I feel so alive and vital and curious again.
Where do I head?
To a new life that is mysterious and so wide open...It feels like hang-gliding...leaping off a high cliff and letting the wind lift you and soar you on currents while you see the beauty beneath you and the sky above...
What do I want?
I want to taste my new life...to bite in and savor it. I want to believe in my ability to be alone and succeed on my terms. I want to travel, to sing, to laugh, to learn.
What scares me?
Spiders and a bad economy. Oh, and maybe being naked in a room again with someone...Yikes
Who do I love now?
My daughters and my family and friends...may they really see who I am now and love me for that.
When will I dare to connect again?
Not sure...so many interesting options out there. It's so new and I am so different now in many ways...and I laugh at how stupid I am about how that all works, but I do know for sure that I will trust my heart and body to lead me.
So, I'm taking a deep breath. I am putting one foot in front of the other and I am leaping into the wind with my self as my parachute...
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